-a very short story-
I don’t need to run so far away..
I just need to stand here,
Stand with my pride,
For the very first time :
--
I still live in the vermint cage, until that day..
When I decided to end all of the dread in myself,
and chose to live free,
without the grimy derision
that I ate everyday :
two years with solemn affliction!
--
As his secretary,
my life was so boring
and it was getting worst everyday
so that I feel like I don’t wanna do anything again
except kill him with my own hand.
--
My pride was took by this place :
A cold building with zombies :
who loves a twadlle live,
and just chewing all of the bosses’s platitudes!
--
I was so tired that night.
I always make the best coffee for him,
but he’s always said some irksome words,
and gave a comment about my look that day.
I apprehended all that shitness beset me.
I keep my vendetta in my curtains heart,
and live with patience
and patience.
Everyday, everytime.
--
I was so tired that night.
and he wants a glass of coffee,
as usual,
and I make him the best coffee that night,
as usual,
and he gave those irksome words that night,
as usual,
but I just can’t take that anymore..
...
...
...
I threw that glass of my best coffee :
To his ugly face!
and I feel so ruthless yet so win at the same time.
He was yell so loud and slapped me on my face.
I didn’t do a fight back.
I just stand in front of him,
With my pride,
For the first time.
--
Then I’m fired.
and of course,
I don’t wanna be fired.
but, the union that formed by him
definitely,
can do nothing for me.
--
What a lethal conquest!
But my life is just begin.
There’s no regret in my heart.
I believe those words
That come from the man with the heavy beard,
In the book which I read in my college time :
“We have to emancipate ourselves before we can emancipate others.”
and I won.
That’s my triumpathy.
--
(Fildzah Izzati)
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